Friday, January 27, 2017

I Wish I Could Tell You...UNBOUND Group

I wish I could tell you that this upcoming challenge group wasn't so close to my heart. I wish I could tell you that in less than 8 months I have OVERCOME emotional eating and my food addiction. I wish I could tell you that when I get a smell of chocolate chip cookies I don't salivate or when I look at a Triple Chocolate Cookie or Cake I don't feel a simulation of the sugar rushing through my body but I do.

I wish I could tell you that I'm no longer "triggered". But I am and I have to face that very REAL reality that I can go into a BINGE about anything if I emotionally want to.

See I can be on my Portion Control Meal plan or even moving into beginning a Whole30 philosophy (www.whole30.com), but there is SO MUCH MORE BELOW the SURFACE.

My heart has to be continually growing and changing, my behavior has to be practiced daily wiht intentionality. I have to WANT IT and if I don't want it then I AT LEAST have to have HABITS in place to help me.

That's where my challengers and this upcoming CHALLENGE group (FEB 6) comes in to play. When our group of coaches did the challenge groups in July and August with the "Made to Crave" by Lysa Terkeurst's book, my HEART was SO SATURATED with determination and with intentionality. I KNEW in my heart that over-indulging and just eating to cope is DEATH to my spirit (I know HEAVY right?!!) but SO TRUE.

When we continually give in to our "whims" or our "cravings" and stop practicing obedience and knowing what we need to do in order to pursue a healthy body and a healthy mind and healthy heart then move closer to darkening our minds and a STRONGHOLD IS continually CREATED and maintained.

In my world I move closer to depression...closer to binging, closer to desiring my "fix" rather than desiring my Creator and HIS purpose for my life. THUS I want to be UNBOUND and no longer chained to this stronghold. I want to continually STOP fueling it. 

Here is Darrell Nickles of Life Point Church from January, 22, 2017: 
(To listen to the entire sermon, click here.)

The very REAL fact is that strongholds begin to trap us in fear. BUT we are NOT powerless when we have Christ in us. HE gives us AUTHORITY to demolish those strongholds.

What is your stronghold? What are you holding onto? What are you AFRAID to break or to let go of?

For me, emotional eating and sugar is my stronghold. Maybe for others it's porn, or drugs, or alcohol, or anorexia, or bulimia, or gambling, or lust, or anger. Maybe my addiction doesn't sound as strong as those others, but I tell you the truth: it IS. Sugar is more addictive than cocaine. It can and WILL kill you. I have a family history of high blood pressure, high cholesterol, heart disease and various cancers. Unhealthy living WILL kill you. It's just a slow death.

​As we talked as a team of coaches, we agreed that this needs to be addressed. We want to offer HOPE. Not because any of us is perfect, but because we ALL understand STRUGGLE. We get it. We are just moving through it with the POWER of CHRIST. We are working TOGETHER to build healthy habits for ourselves and our families.
We've decided we are going to DO something about this. We want to HELP. If you are feeling HOPELESS...you don't have to. February 6th, we are bringing a NEW SUPPORT GROUP, focused on health and nutrition and exercise as HEALING.

What is a challenge group?

The Unbound Challenge Group will be a place of daily support, encouragement, and motivation. If you started the year with great intentions and saw them wane, you are NOT alone. In fact, most have given up on their resolutions by February, but not YOU. You are reading this because you KNOW it's time to make REAL change. It starts NOW. The accountability takes place on a FREE My Challenge Tracker app for your phone. It is super easy to navigate and log workouts and Shakeology daily. Tips and recipes will be posted by the coaches and other challengers to help you in your journey. We are in this TOGETHER. You also receive 1:1 coaching and support from me as your personal coach.
What is required to join?

You can join this private group for FREE with the All Access Beachbody On Demand Challenge Pack. This is a bundled option that gives you access to EVERY Beachbody fitness program ever made for 12 months! If you have any program like Netflix, you can stream this! Imagine working through multiple programs over the year and NEVER getting bored! AND--this is about long-term solutions, so you never have to buy another program ever again! For 12 months, you can stream everything from Insanity and P90X to 21-Day Fix and the brand new Core De Force, PLUS all new programs released in the next 12 months! It is truly the best deal in fitness!

In addition to the proven workouts, you will have access to each program's specific nutrition guide, workout calendar, and bonus workouts. You will also receive the portion fix container system, shaker cup, and FIXATE cooking show to give you all the latest recipes.

And last but not least, with the All Access Beachbody On Demand Challenge Pack, you ALSO receive your first month of Shakeology! This is our secret weapon to nutrition. Remember, I said nutrition is 80% of the equation, right? So, why not give you the EASIEST form of 70 superfoods to cut your cravings, help your muscles recover, and keep you on track every single day? Yup! We include that, too!

What is the cost?

This challenge pack will cost $199 for a limited time (guaranteed through February 28, 2017). This includes your 12-month access to every program, portion containers and shaker cup, nutrition guide, first month of Shakeology, personal coaching, and daily accountability group! You don't want to miss out!

What next?
As a challenger, you will ALWAYS have access to ongoing coach support, and the group support as you commit to drinking Shakeology and continuing the programs. You will have early enrollment options as a returning challenger each month so you always have a spot in the next group. You will also have the opportunity to join as a coach and help others during your own journey.

You are NEVER alone. If you want the support, you've got it. If you are ready for a REAL solution to staying on track, this is it!

Those who join by Sunday, February 5, 2017, will receive a FREE copy of "Made to Crave" OR "Made to Crave: 60 Days of Devotions" (if you need shorter snippets to read to stay on track daily) to help from the inside out.

Monday, January 9, 2017

WHY I Pulled the Trigger on my Secure, Stable JOB

I felt that a passion within me needed to come out and that my burned out self which had cycled many times in the healthcare environment had to regroup. She was tired, she felt heavy, she longed for freedom of her mind and space in her spirit to dream. She wanted to make an impact that she could see. In healthcare you often can't see the outcome in the social work arena. You end up being a piece of the process. An important piece but a seed-planter or even a paper-pusher. I wanted to know that I what I was doing is making a difference. I pulled the trigger on my stable, secure, hospital social work professional job because I could feel that there was more in me. My body trained for a full-marathon while working full-time and it was INTENSE. It was scheduled and structured and AMAZING. But it was hard and so focused. BUT GOD WANTS MORE OF ME.
I have the personality where when I'm placed in a box, I squirm. I want to go above and beyond, but in my own way.
He's exposing my weaknesses for His glory. He's using my mess-my years of struggle with emotional eating and eating disorder in my teens to be my message of grace and discipline and self-control. He's invigorating His Spirit within me to be bold and to walk along side others to help. BUT I can't do it for my challengers! I cannot do it for my OVERCOMERS. ONLY THEY CAN DO IT one step at a time. I pulled the trigger because negative environments full of stress and expections pull us down. I pulled up for long enough and tried keeping my head above water in my own strength. And I failed. I lost passion. I became distracted. NO MORE...no more. I'm dumping the secure/sacred for the simple. I'm dumping the predictable adventure for the uncertain adventure. And don't get me wrong, I'll be wise with it because I have many advisors. Becoming more of a coach than a counselor/therapist (been there, done that) involves intentional goal-setting steps that include not just emotional and mental but also the physical and the spiritual aspects addressed. AND that is WHY I became a coach which is partnered with a company who believes in the whole aspect of health and fitness and nutrition and personal growth. It's not a magic pill, it's not a magic shake, it's not even just a product. It's a LIFESTYLE of health which includes personal development and I see the spiritual in it fully. The company may not endorse a spiritual aspect but it's there. It's not about weight or inches, it's about self-care, living for more than food or any other substance. Living to help others and to be our bravest versions for our Creator. DON'T BE FOOLED, I've researched the other companies and there are some great products to buy...BUT THERE IS NO QUICK FIX. You can drink any shake or use a powder or take supplements but if you are not addressing your body's need for movement, your mind's need for personal growth, your body's need for REAL nutrition and drinking water along with a spiritual plan then it won't matter in 6 months because you will have quit...again. THAT IS WHY I AM HERE, and that is why I am staying. That's why my ART is a part of this process and will be developed more as time goes on. COACH SNEAK PEEK IS TONIGHT if you are curious!
BEFORE - Happy but Unfulfilled  AFTER/ONGOING - Fulfilled, JOY
The BEGINNINGS