Wednesday, March 4, 2015

The last 3 days....

Here is what I've discovered in the last 48 hours. I'm restless...I'm restless right now because of the questions I have for God regarding particular parts of my life...and He has not answered them yet.

It wasn't until I was texting with my friend that I realized that we were both feeling this way and it got me wondering...if you aren't feeling this way too? Restless...having a hard time resting, wanting to know more answers, almost or rather not almost but just mad at God that some things are not yet revealed to you about:

your purpose
your family direction
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Here are some of my areas (ironically or not they are some of the same ones I had a year ago)...
my purpose covering: my job to my church community amongst other areas
family direction with activities 
ADOPTION

God taught me something else yesterday morning. BEING VULNERABLE with another person (besides your spouse) IS SO HARD AND HE WILL CALL YOU TO THIS. He wants you to share the struggle so that another can come beside you and help lift the burden. Someone physical as well that you might not yet have a trust with....oh it's scary. 

But through vulnerability you receive courage and energy to keep moving forward.  It's ok not to be ok.